讀書彷彿找人打架 Reading and Fight

早前看了本散文集，作者指看書就如找作者打架，我以前也頗有同感，但現在看到別人短處的同時，更能欣嘗別人的努力和長處，不再自以為是去"撩是鬥非"了：

 

「Harold Bloom對我影響太大，害我成天焦慮，讀書彷彿找人打架。 看到弱的，哼哼笑笑。看到強的，蠢蠢欲動。 對薇依那種刀槍不入的，有暴打一頓的臆想。而面對徐渭、李贅， 彷彿虐待狂撞上虐待狂，先是被狂抽幾百鞭，爽極， 然後奮起倒抽幾百鞭，更爽。」

 

A writer shares her reading experience as having fight with the author, she laughs at the weak author and want to have a fight with the strong one. To those who is as 'weak but holy' as Simone Weil, she writes taht she 'wants to crucify her'; and to those who gets the violent 'crazy talent', she demands an harsh fight she can even enjoy beating by them.

 

I got the similar experience before, but now i'm getting older and have learned to appreciate others' effort.